Greetings from Kingston, New York! Before we get into it, here’s a couple of things before we go any further:
First, I want to share a conversation I had with Andy McCullough about his new book The Last of his Kind: Clayton Kershaw and the Burden of Greatness. McCullough is a former LA Times beat writer and a senior writer at The Athletic. He’s also one of us: while setting up the interview McCullough revealed he’d read Corporate Rock Sucks.
Second, I have some thoughts about what happened last weekend and what it all means, but I don’t comment on shootings until all the information has come out and the facts are verified. One thing I learned from living through the murders at Sandy Hook Elementary is the reality on the ground is often very different from what’s reported in the media.
Third, this coming Monday is my birthday. If you’ve been thinking about upgrading your subscription, I encourage you to do so. And if you recently renewed—thank you! Message from the Underworld is directly supported by readers like you.
Fandom and failure
I have plenty of opportunities to write about books and music, but I rarely get to geek out about sports, namely the Los Angeles Dodgers (and also the New York Giants, but more about that some other day). I sometimes feel that being a punk rocker and a writer means being a member of not one, but two communities that look down on sports. So I mostly keep it to myself.
But that’s not the only reason. It’s scary how often fandom tips into obsession. If I were to count the time I’ve spent watching sports, gathering information about the players or the games, and dwelling on the outcomes, I could have taught myself how to play the guitar or read all of Shakespeare, etc. Fandom, when taken to extremes, is embarrassing.
The Dodgers are my team and while I rarely watch the games I either listen to them through the MLB app or follow the games online. Some years I barely pay attention (usually when I have a deadline and a book is due) and sometimes it’s all-consuming, like the pandemic-shortened season when the Dodgers won it all.
So I came to McCullough’s book with baggage. I was super impressed with the scope of the book and as a fan it was a bit of a rollercoaster reliving the ups and downs of Kershaw’s storied career, especially the meltdowns on the mound that contributed to the Dodgers early exits from the postseason and Kershaw’s reputation as a choker.
Here’s an exchange that ended up getting cut from the piece:
Having the benefit of hindsight, is there one moment that could have changed the narrative about Kershaw’s performance in the postseason?
I think the one decision that feels the most puzzling even years later was in 2019 when he was sent back out for the second inning against the Nationals. I don't think that it necessarily would have changed the narrative, because the narrative was already fixed at that point. I think what happened in 2017 against the Astros in the World Series did that.
Kershaw is interesting to me not because of who he is or what represents but because of the way he handles failure. Ultimately, all sports are about failure, but baseball is brutal in this regard. All players, even the all-stars, fail more than they succeed. At the beginning of his career, when Kershaw was beginning to distinguish himself, he was playing with or competing against the best players in the world. Most of them didn’t make it out of the minor leagues. They got hurt. They couldn’t hit a certain pitch (or add a new one to their arsenal). They couldn’t adapt. And now virtually all of them are out of baseball. It must be hard to fail over and over again at the thing you’re supposedly great at.
An American idyll
All 30 teams are off this week for the All-Star break and the Dodgers limped into the break looking banged up and very mediocre. Last night the American League defeated the National League in the All-Star Game for the tenth time in the last eleven years. In Dodger news: Shoe Ohtani blasted a three-run homer and the night before Teoscar Hernández won the Home Run Derby—the first Dodger to do so.
On Monday, we drove up to Cooperstown to visit the National Baseball Hall of Fame. It’s something I’ve always wanted to do but have never been close enough to make the trip. I assumed Cooperstown, which is located on Lake Otsego, had something to do with barrel-making, but its named after one of its founding fathers, William Cooper, whose son James Fennimore Cooper was an early American novelist who wrote The Leatherstocking Tales, a series of five novels that includes The Last of the Mohicans. Even if it didn’t have the Hall of Fame, Cooperstown is loaded with Americana.
The National Baseball Hall of Fame has a little bit of everything: tributes to the greats, the uniforms they wore, displays of baseball cards, baseball art and merchandising, and deep dives into the stats, which were at times overwhelming despite the fact that I love how every baseball game is a narrative in numbers.
My favorite section was devoted to the Negro Leagues and early examples of integration, and it’s something I want to learn more about. Everyone knows about Jackie Robinson, and his importance to the Dodgers, the sport, and American history, but I was fascinated by other examples of Black players who played on or against white teams. I was especially moved by a team photo of players from the USS Maine that included a black sailor and ball player. The USS Maine, you may be aware, was a battleship that exploded in 1898, killing 268 sailors. Somber stuff.
It was the Second World War that brought an end to desegregation in baseball. The public could no longer stomach the fact that Black Americans were compelled to fight alongside whites in the war, but prevented from playing a game together when they got back home.
Overall, I enjoyed my experience at the Hall of Fame, but it was very crowded. I’d like to go back when it’s not baseball season, eliminating all the little league teams that visit en masse. I loved the “scorecard” they give you at the entrance so you can look for items from your favorite team. I also loved the baseball card generator. What do you think?
Later today we’re headed down the Hudson to Brooklyn and on Friday we’re going to Yankee Stadium—another first—to see the New York Yankees play the Tampa Bay Rays. I’ll be keeping an eye on the scoreboard for the results of the Dodgers game. Then on Saturday I’ll be back to our regular punk rock reporting with OFF!’s penultimate show on the Lower East Side.
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Great newsletter, as always, Jim!
It's always struck me as funny that "punks" and sports are often thought to be mutually exclusive. Oil and water, if one must. Well...I don't must.
(I wrote a whole diatribe, but deleted it because it was kinda crap and my formatting sucks. I'll try to be more brief this time.) Anyway...
I'm a Tigers man, myself. Much like the LA logo on that cap, the Olde English "D" on the Detroit cap is iconic, and also one of the ways that separates baseball from all other sports. It's not just a team to root for, it's not about wearing another man's name on your back, it's not about being a billboard for some mega-rich owner (even though it still kinda is). It's about one's roots, one's ideals, one's philosophy on life.
It's also a statement that says, "Hell yes I will go play hookey on a Wednesday afternoon and enjoy a summer day. Shit, it might be my last Wednesday ever. Let's get three hot dogs."
There are few vessels in life that are a more enriching environment to spend time with another person on a visceral level than a baseball game. Big Leagues or high school, Double-A or whatever the hell they do in Savannah. It's you and your seats. Your territory. You own that spot for those three hours. You get to dictate whether you are hanging on every pitch, writing notations in pencil. If you wanna spend that time talking shit about other people at the game, also good. You can spend that time breaking bad news, or good news, in an environment that assures the reaction to it will be controlled. Or, you can have a debate about the merits of mustard. You get to design your day, enveloped by the safe confines of a structure that has been thriving for longer than you have been alive. It's about respect. Respect for your companion. Respect for the field. Respect for the hard work and insane dedication those fellas have to be in front of you. Respect for strangers as you stand, without question, to allow them to pass by, so they can pass...something no one wants to think about, three sections over and up an escalator.
The point is, baseball fucking rocks. If someone is "too cool" for baseball? That's fine. Their loss and more room for us to have fun in peace.
As a side note:
Jim, if you want any tips or handy local-ish knowledge about Yankee Stadium, feel free to reach out. I was on a streak of at least 6 (could it have been nine?) years of going to the games when the Tigers were in town, before life had another mission for me. I've sat in the bleachers. I've sat in the seats where you are on TV all game, conscious not to pick your nose. I know the area.
Either way, enjoy the trip!
Oh man, so sad to read about Avielle, and I'm very sorry for you and your friends' loss
"means being a member of not one, but two communities that look down on sports." This was very definitely on my mind when I began Sporting Moustaches